[Dean's World] Celia Farber: Good Morning America
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Fri Feb 15 11:24:31 EST 2008
Posted by Celia Farber:
Good Morning America
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I cried yesterday afternoon, last night, and again this morning. Not
all horror stories in the news break us--if they did we wouldn't
survive--but this shooting at the University of Northern Illinois has
pushed me over the edge. Late last night as I was looking at the
headlines on my computer, I saw the figure go hideously from 4 to 5,
and this morning, 7. They say it's the fourth school shooting in one
week. The side of me that believes it can agitate, report,
investigate, expose--that side wants to scream bloody murder about the
repressed data on the connection between SSRIs and homicide/suicide.
Go ahead and find one school shooter who was not medicated on one or
several psych meds for "depression" and I will admit faulty logic.
Until then, I stand firm. There should be a national campaign this
instant to protect our children from this insanity. My son is 13, and
just got accepted at a very good public high school here in New York
that was the one school he wanted to go to. As a parent, I am brought
to my knees. He is everything to me and will have no choice but to
send him into a potential war zone when he goes off to high school.
Those parents who today woke up to dead children, how can their grief
ever end? It will be there when the mountains crumble. How can any
"issue" matter in this country more than the question of whether brain
altering chemicals in the form of SSRIs are creating murderers in
sneakers and sweatshirts? You don't think so? Then go look up the
histories of school shooters in this country since Columbine. You
won't find an unmedicated one.
I don't care if they teach my son that the earth is flat. I don't care
if they teach him anything. I care only that the school's policy on
protection from carnage is. I want to see the plan. I want, in fact,
to know how many students in the school are on drugs--legal drugs,
psych drugs. I have no such right, but that doesn't stop me from
wanting it. I want there to be professionals who watch for
signs--glassy eyes, a morose demeanor, a sense of profound alienation,
a personality that doesn't quite seem human but a bit...chemical and
desensitized. That kid...needs love. Attention. Inspiration.
Intervention. That kid does not need meds.
To see these imagages of these bloodied students being carried on
stretchers, of students praying, holding each other, hands clapped
over mouths in shock, eyes red and cast upward toward the heavens as
the increasingly cold and empty "WHY?" is cast across the sky like an
exercise in futility.
Put some muscle and sinew into this "WHY," America.
Don't make it a Hallmark card. Let's really ask "why?" and let's get
answers. Let's ask "how?" and get answers. This country is falling
apart in our hands, and it doesn't matter who becomes president,
unless they can begin to answer the question of how and why these mass
shootings have become a routing part of the American post-apocalyptic
landscape.
Have you noticed that everybody is on drugs? Have you noticed that
people aren't very human anymore? That people hardly see, connect,
touch, remember one another anymore? That everybody is alone, stone
cold alone, and gasping like fish in a shallow pond, and not knowing
why everything hurts so much?
It's supposed to. We're not supposed to live anymore. We are supposed
to take their drugs and die real slow. And abandon one another, little
by little, and buy more cheap decorations to hang on the walls of our
slums where love has departed. Hence the need for numbing the pain
that keeps the psych business booming. Were we permitted a path back
to our true emotional foliage, we would find that we like being human,
we know what to do when something hurts, we cry, then we smile again.
Without vulnerability and sadness, we are a nation of monsters. The
pills that were designed to block sadness have created a grief that
transcends every scale. It's not human.
Let's start a movement that once again permits Americans to feel sad
and to cry and to stand up again and start over the next day, rather
than run to the pill pushers. I consider them murderers.
And if you want to sell me on all the millions who have been "helped"
by anti-depressants, I say tell that to the parents, standing over the
graves of their kids.
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