[Bleedingwhiteash] New post at Nott Road Blues
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Sun May 23 21:06:17 EDT 2004
Posted by Michael Jas. Murray:
Lydia
My life is wrapped around the circus.
I always wanted to be a performer, although, to be honest, I would
have preferred to sing. Singing sent my nerves dancing like charmed
serpents, it made my spirit swell beyond my body. I could close my
eyes while I sang and the world would be unfurled. That's okay,
though. The sideshow is just as good.
My performing name is King Indra.
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! Come and See The Man of 1000 Eyes! Only Ladies
and Gentlemen, mind you, no children. For the Lord Indra even has eyes
upon his manliest of organs! The last Ocular Oracle of the Occident
will look beneath the Horizon and tell your future. Come and see King
Indra, Lord of 1000 Eyes!
They let the children in anyway.
For the record, if you don't count the ones I was born with, I only
have three hundred and fifty-one eyes. I have eyes of all shapes and
sizes, races and religions, glistening with every hue you can imagine.
Some are painted the colors that the soul glimpses in those twilight
moments before fading into sleep. Some glimmer with the memories of
the dead.
Lydia had magical eyes long before I did, two oculars painted in
colored ink and noisy steel. She called them her Nightside Eyes and
she had one above each hip. I used to caress those eyes with trembling
fingers as I cradled my head upon her chest and drowned in the rhythm
of her sleeping pulse.
Lyd left when the Summer grew cold, telling me she had to outrun the
vicious moon. I knew better, however. Lydia had a taste for flesh far
younger than mine. She abandoned me to pursue the Broken Children, the
little boys whose warped limbs would prevent them from escaping her
advances.
I still miss Lydia. Each time she stirs in my memory, I get another
ocular inscribed upon my skin; weeping blood is more dignified than
weeping tears. Sometimes the hum of the needle drowns out the echo of
her heartbeat.
When you have two pretty eyes, you become a model. When you have
two-hundred pretty eyes, you become an attraction.
Ladies and Gentlemen!
Lydia may be the Queen of Tattoo, but I'm the undisputed King.
Come and see the Man of 1000 Eyes!
You can learn a lot from Lydia.
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